somehow, all of the shit that has been happening doesn't seem so important. i really don't care about everyone whining about themselves, "boo hoo dani, you hurt me, how could you? you are a bad friend...self pity on me because i'm a good person and you aren't."

whatever. if it makes you feel better to have me as the bad guy, then fine. but i don't feel sorry for you or even fucking give a shit what you think.

so i'm leaving and you won't have to worry about me fucking up your life anymore, even though it isn't my fault you are fucking locked up.

i feel stupid because i wasted all my time here with retards and assholes and bitches and sluts like darci, acacia, hana, tom and whoever else comes along with whatever drug. i should've stayed in lauren's bed and i should've been here when sabrina got dropped off after school.

i'm looking at everything i have to leave behind, but i know it'll go on without me. i honestly can't wait to get out of here.

hey, i'm human, and it isn't like all of you are any better than me. you are capable of the same shit, but i've stopped apologizing. i don't have to explain myself or regret anything i did. I DON'T FEEL SORRY. how's that?

haha. deal with it.